Chapter Four; Teagan

I finally crawl out of bed.I’d been stareing at the ceiling for what feels like forever. How long have I been laying here..  12:25, four hours. What on earth has come over me? I jump in the shower and the let hot water bounceoff my bare chest. It feels wonderful, but not even this shower could quiet my thoughts. I’ll be fine Teagan, you’re right, I can’t cut them out, I have to go. 


While towling my hair I hear the phone ring.
“Hello?”
“Teagan,  it’s so good to hear your voice.”
“Adrien! How is it going so far?”
“They’re animals, as usual.”
“I’m sorry, but if I do recall correctly, you can be an animal too…”
“TEAGAN”
Giggling I took the phone and put it upto my other ear
“It’s good to hear from you Adrien, I’ve missed you”
“I’ve missed you aswell, but I have too be going..”
“So soon?”
“Yes, we are going out.. I love you”
Before I had a chance to reply, he was gone. 


As I walk down the beach I attempt to clear my mind. I’ll only be gone for a week. The memory of his voice resides in my head, and comforts me. Only a few days till he comes back. Why am I soo helpless without you Adrien… This thought doesn’t comfort me at all. Throws me into a battle with my own mind. How can I be this attached to someone. This can’t be natural. It can’t.


Sitting stareing out onto the ocean, the sweet smell of the air, the grainy feel of the sand under mt bare feet. I love him. As un natural as my head wants to make this seem, my heart is determined to make me feel that this is alright. This is normal, and I should be happy. I am happy.

Chapter Three; Adrien

The asphalt, wet from the morning dew, was cold on my bare feet. I’d been walking for forty-five minutes before I realized where I was going. I could see it, my favorite place on this island. The water hitting the rocks, the sweet smell in the air. The ocean. I love you Adrian. I had to clear my head. I needed to relax and remember that everything was going perfectly. You’re going on vacation; I’ll be here when you get back. I just can’t shake this awful feeling. 


Teagans voice ringing in my mind is the only thing keeping e smiling right now. Sitting around this table, everyone arguing. I can’t remember why I come to these things. Our family reunions are always so bitter. Family is an important part of your life Adrien, You can’t cut it out. He’s right, he’s always right. Still doesn’t stop my head from spinning from all the shouting. How will I ever be able to introduce Teagan to my family if they always act like animals together? Sigh 


I needed to get out of there. So here I am. Standing on the rocks, facing the ocean, relaxing. I’m always just a phone call away, remember that. I remember. It’d be bothersome to call every time I couldn’t handle my family. We’d never have any time off the phone. I don’t want to worry him. Would Teagan really care if I called him? He’d probably be thrilled… Maybe I will. 

Chapter Two; Teagan

I couldn’t help myself, I had to have him. To hold him, and feel his warm lips on my own. As I reached up to caress his face she shuttered. I paused for a second, then continued. His skin was smooth to touch, and slightly cold. His jaw stiff, as if he were frightened. I ran my ringers down his face, tracing his jawbone, then down his neck. Gazing into his eyes, boy, you could get lost in them..
“Teagan, what are you thinking?”
I press my lips to Adriens in the rush of the moment, and the thrill was invigorating. This feeling, tingling and relaxing.. I never want this to go away. In that moment Teagan pulled himself from my embrace, and as quick as the feeling was wrapping me, it was gone. Was I wrong to do this.. Does he really want this?


“Adrien, I..”
“Stop. I wanted nothing more than to embrace you, to feel your body against mine.”
Adrien, within seconds, had me in his arms again. 
“I have to leave, but before I go, I have something to show you..”
My heart started to race rapidly in my chest, slamming on my ribs as if it were trying to escape its safe cage of flesh and bone.. What could he want to show me? We walk into Adriens spare room, once inside he shut the door and looked at me.  Just then I knew what was going to happen. 
As he kissed my neck and ran his soft hands down my body I couldn’t quiet my mind. Is this really happening? We lay on the bed, intertwined with each other, disregarding the world around us and our hands explored each other. That’s when he took me.

Chapter One; Adrien

The sun shines in through the window. I squint as I crawl out of bed. While removing my clothing to get into the shower, I get an eerie notion that I’m being watched. I shrug it off, and step into the mist of hot, clean water. The sensation of the water on my skin is thrilling. I can’t help but roll my head around the picnic on the beach with Teagan the previous night. So sensual, so personal.  He’s breathtaking. The way he talks, his perfect lips moving in synchronized time with his words. The voice of an angel. The way his dark hair reflects the sunlight, in just the right way, to light his soft face perfectly, and illuminate his beautiful hazel eyes. I find myself fighting to listen to the words he says, and not get lost in his aura. I shutter at the thought of his warm hands tracing the lines of my stomach, and pull myself out of the thoughts. Turning off the water, I step out of the shower.
“Hello Adrien.” 
Teagan. He’s gazing right into my eyes. I realize I’m still nude and grab a towel in a panic, as he chuckles lightly at my embarrassment.  Did I say anything I was thinking aloud, without realizing it..

“Teagan, how did you.. where did..”
“The house keeper let me in, sorry if I’m intruding”
“No, you just surprised me.. Is all.”
“I missed you, Adrien.”
As Teagan wraps his arms around me, I shutter once again, but pull him close. The feeling of our bodies together makes my head spin in such a way that couldn’t begin to be explained by simple words. The room spins and starts to melt away. This is bliss. I think this is what the unbroken, would call love.

Prologue

I remember it like it was yesterday. The cold, wet sand, under my bare feet. The warm breeze coming off the water, with the salty sweet smell of the ocean, carried with it. The moon reflecting off the calm body of water. Bliss. Then I saw him. He was beautiful. His glistening body reflecting the moonlight as if he were just in the water. Tall and handsome. Like a prince from the fairytales I’d overheard as a young boy, just perfect. His hair, blond, and like the finest of silk, hung over the left side of his perfectly angular face.  His eyes, set perfectly in his face, were the colour of the ocean. Aquamarine. With shades of navy around the pupil. As he saw me, he smiled, a full toothed smile, of beautiful pearls set perfectly in order. Adrien.